21/9/2025 21:27 PM
Adulting properly?
hello again, I seriously need to create a lovely habit of writing more here, since i feel very adult like when I use the keyboard..haha.. These thoughts and feelings feel kinda childish. My days to be pro came late, but things are never late if anyhing they arrive at the right time.
Everytime I write here, I remember that I want to create this powerful habit of changing my way of thoughts, obviously sometimes dark thoughts, annoying thoughts enter but not letting them get to me is the real goal.
I love being young, being childlike, in the sense that I want to sing cartoon soundtracks as I walk on the sidewalk after dinner. I hope to find a friend or tribe or partner, where this is not a bad thing and where my whimsy is not only appreciated but accepted.
Yah yah we know, acceptance comes from within. Yah yah I KNOWW. Would love some company though, and company that is right for me . MAn I can't wait to meet them..People who light me up and where I can add some too..
I am turning 30 in 4 days.
30
THIRTY
mannnnn woahhh I feel like crying a bit. Kinda cuz my 20's did not go as planned If anything there wasn't a plan which is probably why.
But now what.
I learned a lot, gained a lot of clarity and know what is supposed to be the next step if nothing else.
I have more courage, more ambition to be courageous and bold and to be taking up space.
I am already worthy of a lot of opportunities.
I AM ALREADY WORTHY OF ALL THE FINANCIAL, ABUNDANCE I WANT. IT'S ON ITS WAY.
MY 30's are GOING TO BE A HELLA LOT SWEETER, GENTLER AND LUXURIOUS. BETTER THAN WHATEVR I IMAGINED. I AM READY.
SO MOTE IT BE.
12/9/2025 22:30 PM
MOVED to a NEW CITY..
Hello, been a while.. Cannot believe I finally found the time to update here, it's been so long.. whew.. ok ..
So I MOVED TO A DIFFERENT CITY...
Cannot believe I will be living here and away from my parents. Not having people to share all the details with is odd, I was the type to spill all to them. Guess not as much as before. But I am still calling them after meals and the calls are quite frequent atleast for now, the college is yet to start.
My biggest worries were about clothes not drying but I can manage it seems, I can wash and will wash clothes regularly and dry them as best as I can. I explored the nearby places for healthy meal options an frequented some shops got prices fr some essentials I may need to buy. Currently typing from my bed and the weather is good here. Colder than my hometown.
Moving onto the site updates, not going to lie, they will probably be slower. But I am stilll excited to write a few blogs, I want to write about my feelings on turning 30, so much I wish to share maybe I'll write some blogs and update on yt as well.
This is it for now. Good night. See you soon